I’ve been feeling weirdly disconnected and lonely the past few days. It’s always strange to feel lonely when you’re not alone.
I don’t know what it is. Could just the blogstuff, I suppose…but whatever it is, I’m having a hard time verbalizing it, to anyone. I feel raw. Exposed. Fragile. I’ve been about thisclose to bursting into tears all day.
Sigh. Here’s hoping I snap out of it soon.
Raw, exposed? 🙁 How so? (Email me…)
you’re not alone. i feel it too. i had to turn off the news and reconnect with family. do something you love. go out in the sun Leo. 🙂
Thanks… 🙂
I love you! Love you! Love you!
And I know what it’s about, I got the email too. I felt the same way. I feel what you’re feeling. It’s hardly worth crawling out of bed. There’s no reason to go on…
It’s startling, upsetting, disturbing, but something we have to live with. We knew it was coming. They say it always sneaks up on you. And it certainly did for me… the “reunion.”
Thanks. 🙂
Y’know, I hadn’t quite put my finger on it, but I’m sure that’s a big part of it. 15 years. 15 YEARS. Ack.
I know what you mean, too Erin. Have I told you my “July revolutions” theory? Basically, it’s this. Whenever I have made a major change in my life, it has been July. I don’t always recognize the change as it is happening or even when the change itself is complete, sometimes I have to look back a ways to see that “aha, that’s when this started”.
American revolution: July 4
French revolution: July 14
… anyone know of other major changes in history that took place in July?