Thanks for the comments.

I must say, I’m not feeling encouraged. At this point, I’m not sure if I should even continue blogging…I don’t see how to do it without completely changing everything about the way I blog.

This upsets me.

After all, I like my blog. I like my blog name. I like my little doodle of me. I like writing about my life. I like the people who come and read my little ramblings.

But I know that what I don’t need is for this space to become a source of worry and distress in my life, and right now, it is.

I’m afraid there’s too much already “out there” to take back.

I’m afraid of feeling like I have to censor myself every time I write something.

I’m afraid of worrying constantly about who might be reading.

And I don’t know what to do about it.