Yes, she’s alive…

Erin-go-blog is indeed alive, and she had a very happy new year.

(don’t you hate when people talk about themselves in the third person? heehee…)

Look for details later tonight or tomorrow.

Happy 2005, everybody! 🙂

No news is…

*sigh*

I am dismayed by the fact that I have not heard from said school district. I believed that, if I were being called back for round 2 (which I assume will take place this week), I would have received a call yesterday. I didn’t expect to hear from them last week, what with Christmas and all…

wah.

So, how did it go?

Here’s a quick summary of my interview this morning…

They had asked me to come in early because they had something they wanted me to prepare. when I got to the office, the secretary handed me a slip of paper that said “think about a ‘hook’ you would use to to teach Romeo and Juliet. be ready to explain this hook during your interview.”

A happy coincidence, in that both lessons I included in the mini-portfolios I prepared to hand to the interview team (there were six of them) involved Romeo and Juliet. yay! 🙂 I took one of them, a very general “intro” lesson involving some internet work, and expanded it into a class discussion on love etc, involving some discussion of how the theme is used in popular culture (music, TV, movies).

Another question allowed me to use my “Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock” lesson incorporating the Jackdaw song as an example. I got to talk about studying acting and participating in community theater.

But the most important thing, I think, is that I really felt a connection with the interview team. You know how sometimes, you just feel a positive vibe in the room, and sometimes you don’t? And that vibe, that energy, doesn’t seem to be about anything you specifically do or say…it just is. Well, it was today. And it felt very positive.

The team is finishing up their part today. They will make recommendations to the assistant superintendent who will bring some people in for another round. They plan to have the final decision made “very early” in January.

I didn’t think to ask how many people they were interviewing today. There are two positions.

Keep your fingers crossed for me! 🙂

Good news

Last week, I read about a long-term sub position in a school district where I’d recently interviewed. I thought the ad was for the same position for which I’d already applied.

I called the district’s HR secretary, who checked to see if my application was on file. It was not. Grr…I downloaded a new one, filled it out, and hand delivered it to the district office on Tuesday. (and kept a copy this time. I’m learning…)

Last night, I got a call from the head of the interviewing committee. They’re interviewing me on Tuesday. Yay!

I also learned that it is *not* the same position. The other interview was at School District East. This one is at School District West. (Most of the larger districts around here have two high schools, usually called “East” and “West.” Except for the one that’s “North” and “South.” They just had to be different, I guess.)

Keep sending those positive vibes my way…I’m gonna need ’em… 🙂

A few of my favorite things

Mmmm…nothing beats a fresh bagel and a cup of hot chocolate at Timmy Ho’s. 🙂

I hear that season 1 of Arrested Development is out on DVD, and that the regrettably too-short run of Wonderfalls is due out soon…hmmm…way too many TV shows to own!

R has gotten me completely hooked on red apple Jelly Bellys. I can’t stop eating them.

My roommie’s peanut butter blossoms are simply divine. No joke. (that would be the new batch. the original batch wasn’t bad, but these are heavenly!)

Warm Vanilla Sugar products from Bath and Body Works. (I am also intrigued by this new Black Rasberry Vanilla scent…will have to check that one out…)

New people commenting on/linking to my blog…anyone I haven’t thanked personally, consider yourself thanked. 😉

Being encouraged to write by smart, talented people who like my writing.

Fun packages from fun friends. 🙂

One of my not-so-favorite things? Being rejected by potential employers, even for jobs I didn’t *really* want. (at what point do I start taking the rejection personally? Blaaaaaaaaah)

A better day

In a much better mood today, thanks. 🙂

Sometimes, dating and romance can be so hard and confusing and uncertain…big questions, serious talks. Blah blah blah…

I met R’s parents last night. We had dinner with them at Caffe Aroma in Williamsville (I’d eaten there once before). We had a slightly pretentious but friendly waiter, and all of the food was delicious. (I had this bowl of outstanding soup…a lemony-chicken broth with little homemade noodles. Yum!) R’s parents were fun and interesting and very, very sweet.

I taped Lost (so don’t tell me!), but I watched The West Wing. Still feeling pleased with the way this season is going. The characters are very much behaving (and talking) like themselves again. Good job, writing team.

Finished season 1 of Six Feet Under this past weekend, and am two episodes into season 2. I’m loving the show more and more. The writing is outstanding, and the performances are brilliant. Even the secondary characters (Keith, Gabe, Billy…) are brilliant. (I always *knew* I would like this show, by the way…I just have to thank R for giving me access to the DVDs. 😉 )

My class is winding down. Strange, isn’t it? Today is our last *actual* class, because I have individual conferences scheduled with them next week. Their final portfolios are due when we meet on the 14th, and then we’re done…I will be teaching again next semenster (phew!), but I’m not sure what yet…on the one hand, it would be nice to teach 101 again. I have a lot of the “homework” done, I’d be able to iron out little details of things I’d like to do differently, but it would also be exciting to teach 102, the intro literature course. We’ll see…I imagine it’ll come down to where their needs are. I should probably know next week.

As much as I don’t want to, I should be getting some work done…

OH! And one more thing…my word count for November ended up at 18,146. My goal is now to keep up a similar pace, and finish the darn thing. And then do more things. 🙂

Request for positive vibes

There is a long-term sub position in English starting Dec. 20 in the school district that I used to cover for the News. I’ve contacted the HR guy personally. Please, please, please send me all the positive thoughts/prayers/whatever you possibly can. Say a chant, light a candle, dance naked in the moonlight… 😉

Also, as NaNoWriMo draws to a close, I want to say thank you again to all those who have offered me encouragement and support. I did shockingly little writing over the Thanksgiving weekend, which means I’m not quite going to reach that personal goal of 25K, but I’m still not quitting. Help me keep at it. Bug me about writing. Those (few) of you who are reading, keep asking me for more. I WILL finish this.

And as for the NaNo thing, there’s always next year… 😉

Waxing poetic

One night while I was hanging out over at R’s, I picked up a book of Rumi’s poetry. I had not previously been familiar with his work (I don’t know much about poetry–I was always more of a prose reader/writer–but I’m trying to learn), but I found myself so moved by this particular piece that I had to get my notebook and scribble down the title and look it up later.

Looking for your face

From the beginning of my life
I have been looking for your face
but today I have seen it.

Today I have seen
the charm, the beauty,
the unfathomable grace
of the face
that I was looking for.

Today I have found you
and those that laughed
and scorned me yesterday
are sorry that they were not looking
as I did.

I am bewildered by the magnificence
of your beauty
and wish to see you with a hundred eyes.

My heart has burned with passion
and has searched forever
for this wondrous beauty
that I now behold.

I am ashamed
to call this love human
and afraid of God
to call it divine.

Your fragrant breath
like the morning breeze
has come to the stillness of the garden
You have breathed new life into me
I have become your sunshine
and also your shadow.

My soul is screaming in ecstasy
Every fiber of my being
is in love with you

Your effulgence
has lit a fire in my heart
and you have made radiant
for me
the earth and sky.

My arrow of love
has arrived at the target
I am in the house of mercy
and my heart
is a place of prayer.

Ahh…breathtaking, isn’t it?

R and I attended a reading at Rust Belt Books Sunday night. A good friend of R’s was the scheduled reader, and I was utterly enthralled by her work. It was one of those, “wow…I wish I could do that” kind of moments. 🙂 I’ve been feelingso inspired lately. I want to read more, learn more, write more. I want to finish my NaNovel. I want to write that screenplay my friend Anita asked me about. I want to see films I haven’t seen, read books I haven’t read…

I’ve been through a lot of ups and downs this past year. I approached the great milestone birthday with trepidation, but it seems that it has brought me to a place of balance, of contentment, of confidence and security that I haven’t previously known. There are many, many reasons for this, I think, but I believe it has at least a little something to do with this wonderful, amazing man who has so quickly become such an important part of my life.

And for that, I say thank you.

Rejection

Even though I felt it coming, I was still disappointed to receive a rejection letter from the rural school district.

*sigh*